Conner had stumbled onto something horrible in google images. Stephan had published an article about a dinosaur a while ago and they had taken a picture of him to put with an article. He was younger, but he was definitely Stephen.
Conner had cried, he'd never admit it of course, for twenty minutes after finding it. He'd saved it to his computer and looked at it every chance he got.
Whenever he saw those eyes he could almost feel them crossing his skin. Those lips taunted them as he imagined how soft and sweet they were, had been.
He spent hours staring at the computer screen. At the image of his lost love. He hated google images, but he spent hours looking for more. Nick had dozens, but he only had two besides the one on the computer. He needed more, needing more of him. He never wanted to let go of him. He felt like very day Stephen faded further and further way.
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Date: 2009-05-04 07:41 am (UTC)Conner had cried, he'd never admit it of course, for twenty minutes after finding it. He'd saved it to his computer and looked at it every chance he got.
Whenever he saw those eyes he could almost feel them crossing his skin. Those lips taunted them as he imagined how soft and sweet they were, had been.
He spent hours staring at the computer screen. At the image of his lost love. He hated google images, but he spent hours looking for more. Nick had dozens, but he only had two besides the one on the computer. He needed more, needing more of him. He never wanted to let go of him. He felt like very day Stephen faded further and further way.