Don't mind me I'm just in my feelings
Mar. 3rd, 2019 07:34 amIt's so stupid how fucked up this guy has me.
I wasted a fucking year talking to this guy and getting to know him thinking that it was going to go somewhere only to find out 3 weeks before a year that no it's not going anywhere.
Part of me wants to think that there was something lost in the communication of the question that I asked him.
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Another part of me is just like okay let me get over this and be done with it because it's really screwing me up.
I'm not saying that a lot of my life was wrapped up in him but I saw a lot of potential for stuff that we could do together to get to know each other more but it's obvious that we weren't on the same page with this.
And I'm back again to feeling like I wasted a year of my time...not that I would have been putting myself out there anyway.
And I can't forget about this overwhelming desire to want to be a bitch to him and make a huge stink about this but I really can't because the only time that we see each other is Sundays at church and I don't want people in my business like that.
I want to scream and cry over this and I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. I have my best friend on my side and I've talked to her about it, but it's not helping like I thought it would.
I wasted a fucking year talking to this guy and getting to know him thinking that it was going to go somewhere only to find out 3 weeks before a year that no it's not going anywhere.
Part of me wants to think that there was something lost in the communication of the question that I asked him.
( Read more... )
Another part of me is just like okay let me get over this and be done with it because it's really screwing me up.
I'm not saying that a lot of my life was wrapped up in him but I saw a lot of potential for stuff that we could do together to get to know each other more but it's obvious that we weren't on the same page with this.
And I'm back again to feeling like I wasted a year of my time...not that I would have been putting myself out there anyway.
And I can't forget about this overwhelming desire to want to be a bitch to him and make a huge stink about this but I really can't because the only time that we see each other is Sundays at church and I don't want people in my business like that.
I want to scream and cry over this and I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. I have my best friend on my side and I've talked to her about it, but it's not helping like I thought it would.
First Sunday of the Month
Mar. 3rd, 2019 05:30 amHow to do this:
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[a href="http://comment-fic.livejournal.com/449155.html?thread=70682755#t70682755">MCU, Tony Stark/Pepper Potts, She's wearing daisy dukes and one of his button-down shirts.[/a]
(change the brackets to "<" and ">" respectively)
or:
http://comment-fic.livejournal.com/139897.html?thread=30155641#t30155641
Burn Notice, Sam/Michael/Fi, "It's always been you. And it's always gonna be you."