Just wondering How often do you feel utterly worn down? I don't know. A couple of times a week?
What makes you nervous? Letting people down? But then I get to a point where I don't GAF and I'm going to do what I'm going to do.
Do most people tend to overestimate or underestimate you? Probably both. Kim's sister says that she doesn't "give me enough credit" for whatever I've managed to do. It's almost like a backhanded compliment.
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So I can't remember if I mentioned this or not. My insurance approved the request my dr put in for me to get an ultrasound of my ovaries to see if there are any cysts. Part of me is hoping that many of the issues I've been dealing with are because of PCOS and not me trying hard enough with "diets" because let me tell you, the only time I lose weight is when I've only eaten once or twice a day and that's not healthy at all.
I need to go back to being more active. I want a bike to take rides, but there's no place here for me to store one. The other option is to get an exercise bike. I'd probably use it, but it would end up being a clothes rack or something and take up space.
On the school front, I started to look at universities again. If I figured things out correctly, Spring 2022 is when I'd be able to transfer to a university for my bachelor's degree.
The thing is, I don't know if I should look at universities in California (UC Riverside is tops for that) or look in Arizona or even go to Detroit where my mom is and check out Wayne State University.
I'll be 39 by Spring (January/February) 2022 and my mom will be turning 76 that April and likely need help and it shouldn't fall to her sisters and/or their kids...not when I'm available.
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Just wondering
Dec. 28th, 2020 11:21 pmHow often do you feel utterly worn down?
I don't know. A couple of times a week?
What makes you nervous?
Letting people down? But then I get to a point where I don't GAF and I'm going to do what I'm going to do.
Do most people tend to overestimate or underestimate you?
Probably both. Kim's sister says that she doesn't "give me enough credit" for whatever I've managed to do. It's almost like a backhanded compliment.
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I need to go back to being more active. I want a bike to take rides, but there's no place here for me to store one. The other option is to get an exercise bike. I'd probably use it, but it would end up being a clothes rack or something and take up space.
The thing is, I don't know if I should look at universities in California (UC Riverside is tops for that) or look in Arizona or even go to Detroit where my mom is and check out Wayne State University.
I'll be 39 by Spring (January/February) 2022 and my mom will be turning 76 that April and likely need help and it shouldn't fall to her sisters and/or their kids...not when I'm available.
It's all something for me to think about.